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worthless……………………

lokeshpant — Tue, 25 Aug 2009 12:25:11 +0000

Extreme will find its own way to provide you something special do what you have in your heart rather than listening to your mind unconsciously you can be the best in your own world but reality is bitter get out of this world and feel the fresh air try to locate yourself between bunch of talented people what so ever it is let it be wrong or let it be right don’t change your dreams and try fighting till you lose your last breath and believe me the time will never come and you will get everything assembled around you and that will be the right time to choose , adopt and evaluate it in your worthless life that you think is giving you all pleasure and experiences come out of these wire thoughts that can get fire anytime and can convert into ash it will not leave nothing just you with your life in close dark be confident and look for new ways to explore something special for people around you and for someone inside you know yourself and try to cut wrong things out of your introduction make it short but make it perfect if you dream big than try to do big nobody can achieve heights if they are scared of looking up dare to live and be scared of the good soul inside you listen to yourself and concentrate on what people say try to analyze every single word and make your own sentence out of it be a poet and write something on what you have done and then try to find wrong words out of your own creation that you did after a long concentration and by putting more than you can afford

It’s tuff to know what we are. And sometimes it’s really tuff to forget what we are?
Nobody will agree with what I have written but that is what we are all about I don’t want anybody to enroll all this shit (according to you) in your life don’t make it as a part of your life but it will get into your blood one day may be you will be lucky to get this life but in the end you have to lose work hard and get everything you desired work hard and make people proud of you smile for yourself but ultimately you will cry for something you lost you can never get fulfilled with what you have got you need to have more you need to achieve something unachievable that is what human being is all about

But you should work let flow your life the way it is going and enjoy every part of life let it be worst or let it be best enjoy everything and you will see that you have got that lost part but you have lost everything else and that will be the achievement getting something that everyone is loosing achieving something that everyone says is impossible to achieve to know something that most of us can never know the lost part is the major part except this you have everything in your life you will get all pleasure and everything you need but to get something that even you are not aware of is the real achievement

By
Lucky

got something wrost…….that’s life

lokeshpant — Mon, 04 May 2009 13:27:53 +0000

This is the story i am going to sing rather than .keepin inside
it’s seems like tears everywhere,wet nights wet nightmares
tears and just tears in the eyes
there is a kind of shadow in my eyes leting me laugh leting me cry every single time
but again somethin is missing.i don’t know
even no one knows what life i gotahead what is life without you
no one knows not even me and you
you seems like in middle of ur dream u seems like sleepy yet ur eyes are wet
i think they dream .they dream abt me
they cry for me
god seems upset without you with me…world seems like strange
i am in a hell without no knowladge how to survive here my master is gone
how m going to live .it’s a secret

noone cares what is life all abt this long life is all abt you
there is kind of shadow teasing ,crawling and running ..out of my hand
i don’t no no one knows what life i got ahead without you
it’s in middle .broken and lost

STORY OF THE MURDERER

lokeshpant — Fri, 10 Apr 2009 19:46:00 +0000

STORY OF A MURDERER

I WAS IN DREAM AND BEING MURDERED
SHE WAS A KILLER AND SHE GOT A WEAPON
I ENTERED IN A ONSLAUGHT WITH THAT BEAUTIFUL
I WAS IN DREAM I THOUGHT I CAN WIN
I CAN WIN MY WORLD THE WORLD I WANTED FOR MYSELF
“I WAS IN DREAM”
THIZ A STORY OF THE MURDERER
THE MURDERER WITH A LOVING WEAPON
SHE CARED , SHE LOVED , SHE ENCOURAGED
SHE DID A MAGIC AND I WAS IN DREAM
YES NOW I KNOW I WAS IN DREAM
SHE PUT HER WEAPON ON MY HEART SHE DISTROYED MY FEELING
SHE DISTROYED MY HEART
AND SHE THOUGHT SHE CAN SMILE
“SHE IS IN DREAM”
YES , SHE IS IN DREAM!
THIS IS A STORY OF THE MURDERER

LOVE CAN CREATE HUMAN ,FAKE CAN CREATE HATERED
THIZ THE STORY OF THE MURDERER
SHE SMILES FROM DISTANCE LOOKING AT MY BLEEADINGS AND MY PAIN
SHE CREATED A SOUL WITHOUT BODY
DISTROYER THINKS HE CAN DISTROY
HE ALLWAYS DREAM
LIKE I WAS IN DREAM OF LOVE AND I HAVE BEEN MURDERED
“THIZ A STORY OF THE MURDERED”

ITZ ENOUGH……………………

lokeshpant — Sun, 25 Jan 2009 19:23:55 +0000

i have to quite callin you
as now m alone
cause everytime i know i dial ur no i’ll listen a tone
n thats really stupid but thats the only way
i can here ur voice anymore

it’s long time we r not together
i m stronger, its enough..yes its enough
no more cryin my tears are already gone
they don’t visit ..they come often
enough is enough

because m very tired of walkin
m so tired to stand
i can fall on ground but i can’t cry now
i can take the pain if it come once
i can feel the air but i can’t heal
the way i have been hurted
it’s enough..yes it’s enough

m tired to run of my thoughts for u
n want 2 lost my memory
everything reminds me of wat used to b
WHAT USED TO BE
WHAT USED TO BE
see m again in the pain n its enough
whenever i think of u ….i feel tired of being alone
yes alone……..m alone
i want to throw it away ..as i don’t have exisistence
i m lost somewhere i don’t know the place
now m tired to hide my pain…………….

i ask everybody don’t make me think
abt her smile she was so close and now she is undefined
i m confused of her place where can i find?
tell me if i can find?
do u think i can find?
i m tired of answers i never used to get
along with m surprise that i got the rest
i wanna run away to the end ,i wanna make voice now..wanna make voice
but m tired of that i luv her …yes i still luv her

final one for my luv

lokeshpant — Sun, 25 Jan 2009 19:21:48 +0000

FINAL 1 FOR MY LOVE……….

i can still feel when u stand next to me
i can still feel u wen i close my eyes
i m sorry i luved but itz really tuff to live
without u itz lonely..without u itz tuff

i want to fly and ur my sky
i don’t have wings m not a plain
u have to hold me and take me to ur word
u the only 1 who can ..make me fly
you gave me these tears when u said gudbye
u have to come back and take me to the height

we have been through gud and bad all
n we r still alive ..don’t put ur harsh world in btw
come and see the magic m still alive
let me fly to the height of ur sky

i regret for the strongest luv i have never shown
regret that i haven’t ever let u know how i feel
the way i luv ..the way i feel …how i breath
and now m left short of breath..with that feelin in my chest

have u ever thought how i luv? ,
how i feel?
how i heal the pain inside?
have u ever thought that m fed up of tears keep fallin of my eyes
m not stronger enough to face this hurt of u..yes its a hurt of u
have u ever thought how i sleep alone the pillow takes ur place when m alone
have u ever thought this way?
but i can still fell as u lie next to me
cause i luv ..yes i still luv
but now u r positioned in the court
this suit is on you ..can u answer?
how cud i heal this pain ..how cud i make it perfect
i can’t ..i can’t live with this pain

why thiz happening to me
i just made a mistake …n m feelin like m fading away
with no place to stand..not even alone
m tired of this life i wanna run away
yes wanna run away
sometimes it feels so hard..to feel alone
to feel like u r sittin for exam…i resist..i keep my breath
but now it feels so alone
but come n see the magic m still alive
regretting my life..don’t wanna live just for my own
just got some years ..let them go n i’ll go
yes i’ll go…………..

now u know m on the way where i can only smile and pretend 2 show everythinz okay
u always ask wats wrong n i smile n say nething ..but when i turn i whisper everythin
no one says truth anymore everyone is fake ..some cause of luv and some cause they don’t luv…nethin more i can explain cause i no everythinz is quite and i have to live the way i used to b..yes i can’t explain..i can pretend ..i can smile just the way u want cause i luv ..cause m real…yes m real

sometimes i fell i sud not exist the way u want me to b in ur life
i wanna b invisible like the way my feeling r for u
u shud c how i feel when i can’t see luv in ur eyes
i often look into ur eyes just to see my eyes
just to feel , are feeling still alive in my eyes ?
cause u can’t feel but they r disappearing for u don’t know y
yes u can’t feel ..yes i feel that u can’t feel
my tears r like blood on my skin
they drop from eyes and touch my heart
and then i feel u didn’t lose me u throw me away

do you have the answer ?
when wud all this end
i have made such a big mistake …..i don’t deny
but i have been through prison for long now itz my time
gimme my breath …back..give it back..i cry..yes i cry
let my heart beat again…

i have alwayz tried to be the reason to smile for u
i thought i sud thank that i got u …but that was fake u r still not awake ..u sleepin in the dark you don’t know how to walk
u still want to walk away with somebody will make you cry one day
and we will not get the vip pass to handle ur pain
cause i will go away with the strom of ur hate
let me hate you for this let me make u feel bad
let me c u cryin …cause i have alwayz tried to b the reason for ur smile
u always try to make ur time better ur memories gud but do u feel how it can b gud for us? ..u plan revenge u try nonsense i never say nething cause i think u still love but now itz enough i sud go…yes i think i shud go ………..LEAVE ME ALONE

nobody can hurt me more than u did nobody can throw me away i can’t trust now
as m hurt..scars are left and will check my pain everyday..till m alive
i’ll try to forget but i’ll always regret…for the time i spent with u for the luv i made for u..u did the sweetest crime one day u luved now u find yes u find the way out of my heart……u lost again n i’ll not find you in the bloody disturbing life again…yes u r lost again

and now u r positioned in the court suit is on u
now can u answer this pain?…this created pain
yes its not descended ..yes itz a created pain
can u answer this pain?
trust me when i say m hurt as m not lying
u made me say this…yes u made me say this
and plz don’t think that u r everything to me as i have lost my everything
itz been spoiled cause everything hurt me a lot n i hate everythin a lot..yes i hate u a lot
everything is you itz only u in my world

finally m saying it again cause m goin back to
wat i was n wud never b one i m
i luv u forever wherever i wud b
since u walked out the door
i think u don’t care anymore
but i’ll always stand to show u that i’ll b always here and there where u want to find me again
and now itz better to walk away silently cause i don’t want hurt you
the way u hurt
let this finally suit won by u as m in luv
.n m afraid of making u lose
u won the game cause i think it was a game……leave it ’cause it will be done someday else gud byeeeeeeeeee

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u r important 2 me

lokeshpant — Sat, 24 Jan 2009 11:01:20 +0000

precious things like u
need special handlin
we always try to save
lets do something put restrictions on care
m sorry for the pain i put u through
things gone hard ,things gone broken
n i thought i can still handle u
u r angle with silver wings
u don’t no nething abt suffering
sorry for the pain i put u through
i wish i cud take the pain for u
if god has a master plan the only he understands
i hope its only ur eyes to see into
things gone dangerous things gone broken i thought we can manage
but time was not with me
i thought u love to trust
have faith in my golden words
but we drooped somewhere else
if god think abt me he wud find it hard
and might look into ur eyes for the releif of my life
things got destroyed ,dreams got shattered but m on the way
to the angel
u r the angel with silver wings..i’ll find the way leading this bloody pain..will get u one day…will get u 1 day
u carry on i’ll b one step behind to hold u wen u drop
just promise u will look back
i wud b 1 step behind

where m from …n from where u r?

lokeshpant — Sat, 24 Jan 2009 10:47:25 +0000

CAN U REALLY LISTEN WAT HEART SAYS?
I CAN HEAR THE SOUND UR HEART MAKES
UR WORLD Z NOT EMPTY UR NOT ALONE
UR EARS R FULL OF SOUNDS..YES THAT’S THE REASON
U CAN’T LISTEN…OR TELL ME
CAN U REALLY LISTEN WAT UR HEART SAYS?

U R STUCK..U CAN’T MOVE..U CONFUSED
THINKIN WAT TO DO..INSECURITY ALL OVER
UR EARS R FULL OF UR OWN SOUND..U CAN’T GATHER
U CAN’T MANAGE
HAVE U EVER THOUGHT OF LUV?..THOUGHT OF THE DAY?
“U THOUGHT OF THIS EMPTY WORLD FOR U”…HAVE U EVER THOUGHT SOMEDYS IN UR LIFE?..CAN U HEAR? …TELL ME CAN U HEAR??..UR OWN SOUND …U FEEL Z LIKE U IN DARK…CAN U FEEL LIGHT …
UR EYES R FULL OF DREAMS BUT U SCARED OF THEIR COLLISION..THAT’S ‘CAUSE U CAN’T SEE ..’REALLY U CAN’T SEE
THE CHANCE WATIN FOR SOMEBODY…AND CHANCE MIGHT B YOU
ITZ U TOO THINK OF ME..ITZ U TOO HEAR UR OWN SOUND ITZ U TO LIGHT….CAN U REALLY FEEL THE WAY I FEEL ??
UR FEELINGS ARE FULL OF RESTRICTION..U CAN’T FEEL
ITS DANGEROUS..U FULL OF INSECURITY
UR WORLDZ NOT EMPTY U R NOT ALONE
BELIEVE ME ITZ BEAUTIFUL
N U CAN FEEL ……..YES U CAN FEEL…..

u beautiful

lokeshpant — Sat, 24 Jan 2009 10:37:55 +0000

when u hold me it feelz like m somewhere else
when u touch me it feels like ….oh yes
i want to be in u,i want to touch u n say
u beautiful
you make me luv u more than i can
u make me put you in my arms n say yes i can…
luv u forever ..yes forever…………..
when i come close to u it feels like m cold n i feel weak
n i sould say
u beautiful

when u hold my hand , when u rest my head
when u kiss my heart ,when i feel you yes you
it makes me crazy..n i can’nt ignore that
u beautiful
u can see in my eyes n can feel in ur touch
u don’t need to say nething ,let me show y u so much loved
n thatz cause
u beautiful

i want to kiss u n tell how much i luv
i want to hold u and say yes ….yes
u beautiful

My First Poem

lokeshpant — Sat, 24 Jan 2009 00:32:22 +0000

Love is when you don’t want to sleep
Beacause reality is better than
Dreams

A special smile,a certain touch ,
i never thought
i’d love someone this much

If the only possible way for us to be together
Is in my dreams than let me sleep
forever
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Like a candle burning bright ‘can c, Lovez glowing in your eyes
‘flame to light our way ,gettin’ brighter everyday
But now I have you ,Nobody loves me like you do
What if I’d never met you ,Where would I be right now
‘how life just falls in place somehow ,You’ve touched my heart in places that ,I never even knew
that shows noone loves me like you do
I was words without a tune
I was a song still unsung
A poem with unknown rhyme
but i got you
darlin, nobody loves me like you

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lokeshpant — Fri, 23 Jan 2009 10:07:59 +0000

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